i have to trust myself. i have to trust my perception of the events in my life. i have to trust my ability to make the right decisions, even if those decisions are dumb in the eyes of my peers. i have to trust when my gut or my heart or brain is telling me that something is wrong, and i can’t be so soft when it comes to forgiving those who have hurt or neglected me, or put me down. i have to demand a higher level of care from the people in my life. i will no longer fuck around! i am going to find out what i want and once i know what that is i will pursue it, and i will succeed!
then i’ll show you who the true doofus is.